I realize how particularly unintelligible I've become in the last year because of japan, my posts were not as frequent or as caps lock abused but i can't help but feel that I'm happier.
Less pretentious, Less contrived just
me!
I was so use to dwelling on thoughts that were pointless but poignant didn't make myself nor anyone feel better.I was just a bottle of angst! angst! angst! and now i just feel free. I'm scared of that i will leave this one behind, just like i did with various others.
However, I feel that leaving Jimusho is nearly impossible. Idols going out of business? No, it's different this time. Atleast I hope.
btw: During new year's eve, my 11 year old cousin asked "what's an arashi" and I didn't know how to respond. I really didn't.
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i'm so shameless. sfdjksl; more to come! see that tongue? fic writes itself.