I will have no more of this school business. Summatives, exams, university oh my! The only thing I have to look forward to after this is Justin taking me out shopping, sigh boys will only make me happy.

I realize how particularly unintelligible I've become in the last year because of japan, my posts were not as frequent or as caps lock abused but i can't help but feel that I'm happier.

Less pretentious, Less contrived just me!

I was so use to dwelling on thoughts that were pointless but poignant didn't make myself nor anyone feel better.I was just a bottle of angst! angst! angst! and now i just feel free. I'm scared of that i will leave this one behind, just like i did with various others.

However, I feel that leaving Jimusho is nearly impossible. Idols going out of business? No, it's different this time. Atleast I hope.

btw: During new year's eve, my 11 year old cousin asked "what's an arashi" and I didn't know how to respond. I really didn't.

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i'm so shameless. sfdjksl; more to come! see that tongue? fic writes itself.